Expressing oneself

Each of us has a way of expressing her/himself.
Some are just quieter then the other
Some are just noisier then the other.
Some cry when facing uncertainty and sadness while some laugh their lung out
When I don’t talk does not mean I don’t care, just that I am loss with words.
When I say “I wont make it” cos I know that my standard is not there yet.
When I cry mean I am fear.
When I laugh mean I am happy with the current things that I have
When I smile mean that I am thinking of happy memories.
When I am sad cos I am disappointed with the current result
When I look sad or angry is because there is something that I am looking forward to cant be achieved.
When I look into empty space just simply mean nothing interest me
When I talk non stop mean I am sleepy
When I refuse to talk cos I need the energy to do something

I am born with a face that will look angry when I don’t smile but that does not mean the truth. It is just me, just the Michelle.
No sadness, fear, anger stay with me long cos they are often overwritten by happy memories.
The memory space for unhappiness is always default at 0KB.