KPO via MYOB

Recently had a chat with my ex-manager, which really kind of wake me up. I have thinking alot about the days I had in life, since young till now a working lady. As I think I am searching for the trace of me keeping invlove in things that are meant to be mine work. I think I found more then once. Leave alone the birthday celebrations, I also got records of other things that I dig myself into it. It really make me think, been a KPO is it really no trace of been appreaisted? It is true that everyone wont say "Thank you" to a person who is KPO?
MYOB really better? I am really dont quite agreed been a MYOB because being a KPO I actually learn a lot of things. But it also mean that I am more and more busy. I wodner if the problem lies between MYOB v KPO or it is because I am compliaing too much?
I had made a rush and hard decision to be MYOB since last week but I think it is just to hard for me to achieve it. I have been thinking why must people want me to change myself to make them happier? But that is not important got if other happy, I will be happier too ba.