Finally meet up with Emil

I know Emil 10 years already.. Since back in teens, we know each other and all due to my fault and lack of courage, we never meet at all.. I think our interest are too different too that we didnt even meet on the street of Singapore.. In this small island, we know each other thru letters and words yet we didnt meet up till the 10 years of friendship... This year after much inner fight with myself, I agreed to meet Emil... I know that maybe the one & only chance to meet him but I know it will be worth at the end of the day... I forget to take a photo with him that make me kind of sad.. Hopefully there is another chance ba..

We have plan to meet at PS at 4pm to watch Made of Honour that is starting at 4.10pm... GV plaza Hall 6 seat M14 & M15.. I remember I was seated on M15 while Emil is on M14.. Before the movie start we chat a bit and I pass him the gift to thanks him for bring me out for dinner & movie as my birthday gift.. I am sure no one will be faster then him this year.. I feel like a princess being pamper with the simple yet sweetest thing.. After movie, I asked we are going to have for dinner and he mention it is a secret and the name got the word secret too.. The 1st name come to my mind is My Secret Garden.. My dream dinner palce for all these years... The feeling of having someone to read your mind at that very moment is so sweet and will really make wanting to fall in love with guy..

Like Sity & Adrian say he is a good catch and I should take chance to it.. But friends sorry I am confidence that he has alot of choices out there and I have no chance to join the queen at all.. After this meet up, if we can stay in touch like old pen pal I am more then happy.. I maybe about very happy & jumping over the moon for his tender sweetness & gentlerman these few days but I will come back to the realise world that I am not able to join the queen at all... Even if I tried to queen, I think I will be always last..

This year my birthday celebration started with a happy one.. Thank you Emil for giving me a very memorable 27th birthday celebration.. 17 May 2008...