The feeling of LoVe

What is the feeling of LoVe?

This topic make me a bit wordless.. I can only remember the relationship that I have with J & the chemistry for Z. Okie, maybe just talk about it here ba.

J is the guy that let me fall in deep love without any hold back. But our ending is good ba; at least broke up and still able to maintain once in the blue moon hi & bye on MSN. I remember that we know other thru A on the CNY eve some years back. That time we are still young, the feeling is very mix.. Cos when he is with me it is sweet yet when I cant see him I feel sad. The feeling is beyond words ba. I think those in love will understand ba.

Z is the guy that alway able to put a smile on my face. We are never together before, not even a day but as a friends for many years he is always know what stupid to make me smile. The chemistry for him is on & off. On is when I am sad and noone to support me thru. Talk about this, he is always smart enough not to ask, just make me laugh & laugh. In the end, he will say "Tomorrow is another day." Off is clear right.

No matter what, these 2 guys are now daddy. Yes, they are married and are able to give me hongbao already. I am still single and sitting here blogging. If you ask me "Are you still looking for someone that is able give you the feeling of love?" My answer is let god decide for me ba. I have a family (mummy & daddy) to take care. For them, I willing to let my own happiness put that aside. I alway believe if there is someone for me, he will pop by myside giving me happiness even if we are friends.

"LoVe is something that can only wish for and not chase for."